Week 37: Song Challenge and shiz

Yeaaaah I don't really know what I'm doing in my free time anymoreeeeee bye

1. What song does she/he sing to you when she/he proposes?

Does He Know - One Direction 

(Awwww snap I don't do two-timing tho?? ;-;)

2. What does she/he think after you kiss?

Jeon Won Diary - T-ARA N4

(Wtf he wants to ask me to run away with him to a garden and start dancing and saying 'wae you hating' I mean he needs to have more style obviously)

3. How does your significant other think of you?

SPY- Super Junior

(oh. my. god. I'm a super sexy and attractive spy. I swear. I think I'd know if I were.)

4. What describes your future family?

Pretty Rave Girl - Breathe Carolina

(... I will die if my daughter brings home guys every day and has rave parties in her bedroom. I can't deal with this, I'm sorry.)

5. What do you think of your enemy?

Growl - EXO-K

(HOW THE FUCK SHIT YES THIS IS TRUE I AM REALLY POSSESIVE OVER GUYS THAT DON'T BELONG TO ME AND I LITERALLY GROWL WHENEVER SHE COMES NEAR ME WITH HER BOY TOY (NOT HER BF WTFFF) AND SHIT. JUST, SHIIIIT.)

6. What do you think of your parents?

Mirishira Romeo And Cinderella -Jubyphonic's cover (originally from some nico nico people that decided to make another version of RNC I guess)

(WHY DO I DIE IN THE END.)

7. How does your enemy view you?

Ring Ding Dong - SHInee

(What. What. What. I'm not her lady???? Don't call me, I'll ding your dong. )

8. What will your children be like?

She's Not Afraid - One Direction

(Sneaks out in the middle of the night, wearing tight dresses, walks in and rooms light up. Shit. Shit. Shit. WHY DO I HAVE TO DEAL WITH SEXY DAUGHTERS AND RAVE PARTIES?)

9. What does your secret admirer think of you?

Growl - EXO-M

(.... I swear to god I'm not a flirt or a spy. I swear I don't flirt with other guys. Secret admirer, please stop wanting to hide me in your embrace and COME TELL ME. Let's have a fight to settle this lol you gotta growl at me to win the fight bruh)

10. If someone says ‘Are you ok?’ you say?

Dressed Up To Undress - Breathe Carolina

(I rest my case. I am apparently now... a sexy spy that growls and removes clothing at will. Yes, so much yes.)

11. How would you describe yourself?

Heart Attack - EXO-K

(Why. Why. Why. I'm sorry guys but I still haven't seen the eng subs for this yet?? Does this mean I'm going to die??)

12. How are your grades?

I Like It Loud - Cash Cash

(Weeeeeeell... shit. I don't party though???)

13. How will you die?

Goodbye - Secondhand Serenade

(This is creepy.... I WILL SAY GOODBYE AND SAY I'M SORRY BEFORE I SUFFOCATE TO DEATH???)

14. How do you feel today?

Come And Get It - Selena Gomez

(... I wasn't feeling particularly seductive today, but I did want the person who was constantly insulting me under their breath to FUCKING COME TO ME AND FIGHT WITH ME.)(but seriously, don't insult me under your breath THRICE unless you want to fight me.)

15. What is your life purpose?

Let Her Go - Passenger

(My life's purpose is to lose everybody I love?? Gee, thanks.)

16. What do you like in a girl/guy?

Intoxicated - The Cab

(Oh my god. YES. YES. YES. YES. YEEEEEEEEEES.)

17. What’s your motto?

Fire - 2NE1

(Shit guys. WATCH OUT FOR THE FIRE TRUCK COMING THROUGH BEEEEEEEP)

18. What do your friends think of you?

Right Now (Na Na Na) - Punk Goes Pop 3 by Asking Alexandria

(Lol. Lol. TOO BAD GUYS.)

19. What do your parents think of you?

Don't Want To Be Like You - BOTDF

(OOPS TOO BAD.)

20. What do you think about very often?

Maximum - TVXQ

(wHAT)

21. What is 2+2?

Up All Night - One Direction

22. What do you think about your bestfriend(s)?

Black Pearl - EXO-M

(Excuse me while I cry in the corner that my fave song ever is used to describe my non-existent bestfriends because I don't believe in bffs, only good friends -and those are few to count- )

23. What is your love story?

My Life Would Suck Without You - One Direction

(Awww that's actually pretty sweet!)

24. What do you think when you see the person you like?

Diamonds - Rihanna

(YES. YES. YES. TAO LIGHTS UP THE GALAXY OF KRIS LIKE NOBODY ELSE. SMILE AT THE GROUND. DO WHATEVER YOU'RE DOING NOW.)

25. What do you wanna be when you grow up?

Machine - EXO-K

(The accuracy is atrocious. My second fave song describing about cold gray eyes and a heart that cannot love. Eyes that cannot shed tears and look so lifeless. THANK YOU PLAYLIST.)

26. What will you dance at your wedding?

Want U Back - Cher Lloyd

(O...kay. DON'T CHEAT ON ME YOU LIL SHIT I'LL BEAT YOU UP I SWEAR)

27. What will they play at your funeral?

History - EXO-K

(.... SHIT DON'T WHAT WHERE WHAT SERIOUSLY I WANT TO BE THERE AND DANCE. TO MY OWN FUNERAL SONG. SHIT.)

28. What do you think of your parents?

Miss Movin On -Fifth Harmony

(oooooooh snap hells yeah hells yeah I'm not the way I used to be they killed me but I survived now I'm coming alive I'll never be that girl again nooooo I'll never be that girl again ohhhhhhh my innocence is wearing thin but my heart is goin strong hells yeah hells YEAH.)

29. What is your hobby/interest?

My Turn To Cry - EXO-M

(Yeah definitely I DON'T CRY IN MY SPARE TIME OKAY GUYS SERIOUSLY)

30. What is your biggest fear?

Yuragi - Stella (Nico nico chorus)

(ohh shit. this is true though.)

31. What is your biggest secret?

Need You Now - Punk Goes Pop 3 (Sparks The Rescue)

32. What do you want right now?

Growl - EXO (K in my left ear and M in my right ear)

(So like... Growl appeared three times. I... honestly do want to growl though because I'm very angry right now at many people and at life.... EURONGIE BITCHES.)

--

All in all

I found out I'm going to have a really weird lover, a dysfunctional daughter (that I will pamper), and that I have a very sad life.

Wow.

Wow.

Much wow.

I'm sorry guys I'm really upset right now but like how am I even gonna be upset WHEN TAO'S BIRTHDAY IS ON FRIDAY SHIT

SHIT

I HAVEN'T FINISHED TYPING ALL MY TAO FICS YET

SHIT

GUYS

SHIT

SORRY NOT SORRY FOR THE CAPS.

Also i will go watch the subbed video of Heart Attack after this. I'm sorry.

xoxo

-AdoruZiall

(I actually wanted to draft this lol but i posted this because it's hilarious to me and idk man idk if i'm gonna update on Tao's birthday i want to but idk if i can i just really don't feel very happy right now to write fics and shizz. yeah.)

Week 36: I MISSED THIS AHA

Excuse my pathetic lateness in posting week 36 lmao I fucking hate myself.

But like, really man, I don't even understand how Week 36 slipped my mind??? I blame my air sign for this.

(Yixing should blame his air sign too bc we libras have to deal with this bULLSHIT CONSTANTLY I DON'T-)

Also nothing much happened during week 36 though I wrote like 1/2 of the Taoris story for College Beverage!AU on a Saturday morning and my brain wasn't even working lol I'm sorry that the entire story is bullshit and makes no sense whatsoever.

I'll update on Week 37 on Friday, Tao's birthday!! ヽ(；▽；)ノ

(Lieeeeees I will probably forget his birthday like I forgot my own)

So that's it for this really late, shitty, stupid, boring update like sigh why am I constantly downgrading myself I don't understand this logic of mine even

xoxo

-AdoruZiall

Week 35: Bias Quiz

Ahahaha OTL to make up for the lack of updates for my stories I decided to do a bias quiz for the heck of it?  (｡´∀｀)ﾉ

I stole took this from luluhunnie on AFF (thanks for accepting my lame friend request ´；ω；`) because I wanted to clear my notifications and I saw this and I wanted to do this too because I am curious to know who my biases are even bored.

 List ten biases in no particular order, then answer questions. 

1. Tao

2. Niall

3. Yixing

4. Sehun

5. Zayn

6. Jiyeon

7.  Chen

8. Yura

9. Minseok

10. Suho

Q1. Who is the better dancer between 6 and 10?
 Between Jiyeon (T-ARA) and Suho...? Probably Jiyeon. I'm sorry Suho I still love you. ヽ(´▽｀)ノ

Q2. Does 5 happen to look like someone you know in real life/ remind you of someone in real life?
My eyecandy in school... He looks almost exactly like Zayn and his hobbies and character are 90% alike to Zayn. He's even got the fiance girlfriend too. /OTL I'M BETTER OFF SINGLE HAH/

Q3. Amongst 3, 7 and 8. Who would you fuck, who would you marry, and who would you date and why?
3. Yixing, 7. Chen, 8. Yura (Girl's Day)
Well... This is awkward. I'd marry Yixing and date Chen but I wouldn't fuck Yura...? I'm sorry but I'd totally be friends with her and stuff.

Q4. What if 1 and 9 are in a relationship?
1. Tao, 9. Minseok
YES YES YES SO MUCH YESSSSSS /points to interview where Tao said he used to hug Minseok once every single week on their respective beds/ I SHIP. I SHIP. PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR IF YOU SHIP TAOMIN. XiuTao? MinTao? MINTY.

Q5. What do 2 and 4 have in common?
2. Niall (One Direction), 4. Sehun.
Both of them are born in the same year (I think) and both of them are fineeeeee men.

Q6. If 6 and 8 were kidnapped by 3, who would do a better job of saving 6 and 8? You or 5?
6. Jiyeon, 8. Yura, 3. Yixing, 5. Zayn.
Yixing kidnapping someone...? Ahah, can't imagine that happening. In this case, Zayn would do a good job rescuing people and shit but since both me and Yixing are Libras who happen to born under the element air... We're both airheaded clumsy and I'm sure I can rescue the girls because Yixing will mess up in tying the ropes tight or something. 

Q7. How did you come to like 10?
He was too adorable for me to resist, I swear. I started liking him when I saw SuTao in a variety show and I really liked how he cared for Tao because TAO NEEDS SOME LOVIN' OKAY and then somewhere along the way I fell for his soothing voice and I listen to him talking when I'm having my bad days, too much personal info bYE.

Q8. Sexiest person in this list that comes to your mind immediately?

Either Tao or Zayn, I really can't decide OTL do I really have to choose?? I mean, look at all this perfection in one post.

Q9. Amongst these 10 people, if you had to choose one of them to be your father, mother, brother and best friend who would you choose?
Father: Suho because he'll spoil me  ｡◕‿◕｡
Mother: Jiyeon because she'll tell me to ignore all the haters and I would love to have her pick out my closet daily
Brother: Zayn because he's a hot piece of ass and I'd sure as hell love to beat up anyone who tells me they like my brother 
Best Friend: Chen because he's just absolutely amazing. I'd make him sing to me everyday and pull pranks on people with him.

Q10. Do you have a OTP in this list? 
Ziall because Kris isn't in the list (ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ

Q11. If you were told to choose between 9 and 6?
6. Jiyeon, 9. Minseok
I'd choose Minseok /I have no regrets/

Q12. If you were told to choose between 3 and 7?
3. Yixing, 7. Chen
EXCUSE ME THEY ARE A PACKAGE DEAL I SHIP THEM TOGETHER I CAN'T

Q13. If you were told to choose between 8 and 5?
5. Zayn, 8. Yura
I'd choose Yura...? Zayn belongs to Niall ahah （=´∇｀=）

Q14. Worst personality out of the 10? Be honest, not everyone is a saint or angel after all.
Zayn is hot-tempered because he's a hot piece of ass so that's that. I'm sorry Zayn I love you.

Q15. If 1 and 2 got into a relationship with a girl, which one would you be more jealous over?
1. Tao, 2. Niall /HIDES ANGRILY INTO A BALL/ 
BOTH. I JUST CAN'T, BOTH. I want Tao to be happy because it seems like he and Kris has a rocky relationship (but doesn't everyone) and I want someone, anyone, to make him as happy as he deserves to be but COME ON HE'S OBVIOUSLY PRETTY AND HIS GF WILL WANT TO SHOOT HIM AND STEAL HIS FACE SO-
Niall belongs to Zayn and Liam. That's all I'm gonna say. /rolls away/

Q16. If 4 wasn't a celebrity and wasn't famous and you passed by him/her in the streets, would you notice him/her?
4. Notice him?! Of course I would! I'd die a little inside because he's so blindingly amazing up close and I'd definitely develop a little crush on him and then I'd be all sad and mopey coz I might never see him again and just, you know ;^;

 Q17. If you were to take number 5 and try to pair him/her up with his/her group members on this list (if its a solo, then someone else from the list), which one of them would be the most unlikely to be paired up with 5?
5. Zayn
I ship Zayn and Niall already aha.
I guess it'd be Tao? They're personalities would clash and fights would happen (but the second possible thing that'd happen is that they share beauty secrets and fangirl over themselves and take tons of photos together bc SWAG.)

Q18. First name on this list that comes to mind when you hear, 'badass'?
I thought of Yixing???? My brain is weird like that.

Q19. Which group in the list would number 2 most likely be a fan of if he/she wasn't a celebrity and was a Kpop fan? And what kind of fangirl/boy reactions would this person have?
2. Niall
Chen because they both are humorous and they both have the worlds most beautiful laugh and I think Niall would laugh at EVERYTHING Chen says. 

Q20. Could you ship your best friend with 7?
Best friend, where??? Possibly yeah, I think I'd ship Chen with my best friend (she's more like a... distant sister to contact... yeah.)

And that's that. All 20 questions, BAM!

Lmao look at this word vomit I'm sorry guys.

Take care!

-AdoruZiall xoxo

Week 35: Inspiration!

Sorry guys but I guess I'm not going to write anything this week?  (；´∩｀；)

And pretty much my week was neutral and a little bit mopey and depressing, but hey, that's how life goes.

Thankfully I still have a lot of inspiration buzzing within me and I think I'll find time to write something soon. 

An updated list of what I may write;
-Medieval AU (previously known as the Plague!AU lmao because Cry playing Dishonoured gives me tons of inspiration)
-Superhero!AU
-Second part to Hold My Hand
-I'll finish the Taoris part for College Beverage!AU

... And that's about it.

OTL I really didn't want to give up on the Tumblr!AU but the story is just so long and draggy and it makes no sense so.... I'm sorry?  (ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ

Now that I think about it I actually have a lot of things to write??? BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME BC EXAMS AND SCHOOL /FML/

On a more random note, does anybody else reaaaally like the song 'Run' from EXO's new mini-album? The intro is a little bit off and... weird in comparison to the beat of the song but I think it's pretty damn neat because it's unique and stuff.

On an even more random note... Does anybody feel like Kris is replacing Tao with Chanyeol? No?? Chanyeol's haircut reaaally looks a lot like Tao's red hair from the Wolf MV and Tao's new haircut also reminds me of Chanyeol's hair (just that the colour isn't the same).

                                   DO YOU SEE THE DIFFERENCE SIMILARITY?!!

(Or maybe it's the hairstylist's fault)

Regardless... I don't feel very good about this. I don't know if SM is trying to promote Krisyeol or something. 

But Tao still looks adorable. Tao is always adorable. (´ ▽｀)

(picture credits to their respective owners. collage made by me)

-AdoruZiall xoxo

Week 34: Hold My Hand.

Good news guys! (for once)

I managed to use my negative feelings to my advantage and wrote Hold My Hand in like... an hour. Yeah, probably explains why HMH  was so crappy OTL.

But hey, at least I managed to work on something? That's pretty good for me already.

And also, 12 subs on Of Coffee Addicts and Tea! And a few subs for HMH too! I may not sound excited right now but ladies' honor I swear I fangirled and squealed and slapped my thighs and made dying whale noises when I logged on to AFF again today. And I tried to reply to comments but they don't show up?? Wtf, I spent ages typing a long ass reply to thank my readers! ；Д；

 So yeah, in the meantime I'll work on HMH Chapter 2, College Beverage AU, the Superhero!AU and Plague!AU. I might also work on a Tumblr!AU if I ever get extra time sigh look at me overworking myself again.

But hey, I'll do anything to write something worthy enough for you guys to read and enjoy. And also because I like writing, that's reason enough for me to continue.

Thank you guys for supporting me and reading my stories, I really do love and appreciate each and every one of you guys and my heart breaks a little whenever I see one of my subscribers deleting their account because I'm worried and I care for you guys.

I may not have been on AFF very long but I love you guys anyway, my readers are just a sweet bunch and I really, really, really don't know how else I can express all my love for you guys. Thank you so much for reading my stories, and even if no one is reading this blog... I love you guys anyway.

Sorry for being so sappy and mushy my excuse is that I'm feeling down and abandoned ・゜・(ノД`)

And I hope you guys have a great day/night ahead. Take care!

-AdoruZiall xoxo

Week 34: Nope.

Nope.

I'm nope-ing so hard at life lmao.

This week has been shitty. Almost as shitty as last week. The longest amount of time I've been sulking has been two weeks straight. I'm thinking that I'm going to break that record because next week is just going to be a repeat of events. 

Fortunately, my inspiration hit me like a bomb before... things happen. Yeah. So I'm going to try my hand at a Superhero!AU and Tumblr!AU. Unfortunately, the thing is I'm really going to slap everybody that comes close to me. And I might dirty my hands in that process. So yeah, you'll be reading work that comes from dirty fingers. （ つ﹏╰）

I'm still wondering what I'm doing with these kinds of people. 

-AdoruZiall xoxo

Week 33: Shitty week, but still full of strawberry milk tea and Tao

I've been having a pretty shitty week, not gonna lie about that.

However, I managed to somehow work on a new oneshot despite my urge to slap everyone that comes close to me (✿◠‿◠)

And although I haven't completed it yet, I think I'm progressing pretty well. I should be able to finish it by Sunday if I don't procrastinate, if not, then probably Monday if all goes well (I lied lmao I know it's gonna be a shitty Monday again).

Also. I hope you guys see the pattern in my college!AU because it was pretty obvious for my XiuLay fic, though it is waay more subtle in this Taoris one.

Just a pretty short update because I'll update again when I actually post the Taoris one.

Also because I have bad memory and I didn't want to miss updating on Week 33.

Also because I had a really shitty week.

No lie, man. I really wonder what I'm doing with these kinds of people.

So yeah, sorry for wasting your time with this short update. Have a virtual cookie to make it up for it. (っ─‿─)っ ♥

Stay chill. And happy. Hopefully.

-AdoruZiall xoxo

Side note: Me and the funny subs for Lay were one this entire week. Or maybe not. Idk. Credits go to the person who made this (I TOTALLY FORGOT WHERE I GOT IT FROM)

(I was going to slap everyone at one point of time. No lie.) ❀◕ ‿ ◕❀ 

BLING BLING EYES BITCHES.

Sorry.